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  • Before Everything Is Done

    How do you make time for self-care?

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    I’m not very good at making time for myself.

    I’ll go out once I’ve answered this. Once I’ve finished that. There’s always one more small thing, and I keep believing it will only take five minutes. Then I look at the time.

    So, usually, making time for myself means closing the computer with something still pending. I find that surprisingly difficult. I can spend far too long deciding whether I can spare half an hour. Long enough that I could have gone out and come back.

    Taking the camera helps. It gives me a reason to leave, although I’m slightly annoyed that I seem to need one. Nobody expects you to justify going out for bread. Going out to look at things feels harder to explain. Mostly to myself, I should say. Nobody is actually standing at the door demanding an itinerary.

    Once I’m outside, I start noticing things. Someone lingering in a doorway, a reflection, two people apparently having very different afternoons. Most of it never becomes a photograph. I’m too slow, or the background is a mess, or it turns out there wasn’t much there in the first place. I still like looking.

    It doesn’t work every time. Sometimes I’m three streets away and still having the same tedious argument in my head. But then something catches my attention and, for a bit, I lose my place in it. That’s a relief.

    The awkward part is what I do afterwards. I want to see the photographs. Fair enough. Then I want to edit one, find a title, decide where it belongs, put it on the website, prepare the posts. Suddenly there’s a list again. I’ve managed to give a walk an administration department.

    I enjoy that work too, which complicates things. I don’t always notice when I’ve stopped enjoying it and started trying to get through it.

    I’m trying to get better at leaving a photograph unedited for a while. Letting a message wait. Taking whatever time is available without first clearing enough space for some ideal, uninterrupted afternoon. Twenty minutes will do. On some days I remember this early enough to use them.

    And I’d like to come home without immediately checking whether I got anything worth keeping. I’m less good at that. The camera is right there.

    For now, I’m still beside a wall, waiting for someone to walk into the light. Someone does, and I’m too slow. I mutter something and stay a little longer.

    Mixed Reviews — Small Dramas
    Leica M10 Monochrom · Elmarit-M 28mm f/2.8 ASPH.

  • Five Apps That Earn Their Place

    Five Apps That Earn Their Place

    My phone is full of apps I apparently needed urgently and have not opened since 2023. These five are different.

    Lichess is where I play chess, usually with the confidence of a grandmaster and the decision-making of a distracted pigeon. It keeps my brain awake and my ego under control.

    Bicipalma gets me around Palma. It turns the city into a map of possible routes, provided there is a bicycle available and somewhere to leave it. Urban mobility still enjoys a little suspense.

    Scanner Pro is less glamorous but indispensable. Documents, receipts, notes, strange bits of paper I might need one day—it quietly converts physical disorder into neatly organised digital disorder.

    Leica connects my camera to my phone. I use it to transfer photographs, check them away from the camera and sometimes confirm that, yes, the focus really is where I feared it was.

    Then there is Argentum Camera. A black-and-white camera app with none of the usual circus. It is simple, restrained and surprisingly close to the way I already see the street: light, shadow, gesture and very little patience for colour.

    Five apps for playing, moving, organising and making photographs. None of them promises to transform my life. That may be the main reason I keep using them.

  • Three Times the Same Stranger

    Three Times the Same Stranger

    The weirdest coincidence I’ve ever experienced didn’t happen to me. It happened inside one of my photographs.

    At a fairground, I raised the camera because of an embrace, an exposed arm and a small cactus tattooed above the word Strong. That was enough.

    Later, while editing, I noticed the rest: three female figures with dark hair and black tops, all facing away from me, arranged from largest to smallest. They looked like three versions of the same person, or one life moving backwards through the frame.

    I hadn’t planned any of it. For a fraction of a second, the street put everything in exactly the right place.

    The camera noticed the joke before I did. As usual.

  • When Tradition Meets the Street

    When Tradition Meets the Street

    One tradition I never really get tired of is Sant Joan in Ciutadella, Menorca.

    It is supposed to be about horses, riders, music and rituals that have been repeated for generations. And it is. But once you are actually there, squeezed into a street with far too many people, it becomes something else as well.

    There is noise everywhere. Horses suddenly rise above the crowd. Someone pushes past you. Someone else is trying not to spill a drink. People shout, wait, sweat, laugh, get tired. For a few seconds everything seems organised, and then it isn’t.

    That part interests me more than the ceremony itself.

    I have photographed Sant Joan several times, and I rarely find myself looking for the obvious picture. A horse against an old stone building can be beautiful, certainly. But I usually end up looking sideways. At the man pressed against a wall. A hand appearing between bodies. Someone watching instead of celebrating. A face that looks completely exhausted while everybody around it is having the time of their lives.

    Those little things are closer to the photography I normally make.

    In black and white, Sant Joan also changes. A lot of the colour and spectacle disappears. What remains is sweat, skin, stone, dust, light, horses and people trying to occupy the same small piece of street.

    And perhaps that is what I like about it.

    The ritual may be centuries old, but the people inside it are still just people. They get distracted. They get tired. They behave strangely. They ruin perfect compositions.

    Which, photographically, is usually when things start getting interesting.

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  • A Monday That Turned Out Better Than Expected

    A Monday That Turned Out Better Than Expected

    One of my recent photographs has been selected by Progressive Street as photo of the week.

    And yes, I am very happy about it. Happier than is probably dignified to admit in public.

    It is the image of the boy running with a toy gun in his hand. A quick scene, almost caught out of the corner of the eye: the body in motion, the arm lowered, the direct look into the camera. I did not have much time to think. Better that way, probably. Had I thought too much, I would have missed it.

    What I especially liked is the text that accompanies the selection. It does not settle for the easy reading. It talks about play, childhood aggression, and the difference between a toy gun and real violence. But it also lets in that unavoidable unease: in some places, children do not play at war. They are dragged into it.

    That ambiguity is, for me, what holds the photograph together. I do not know whether it is innocent, unsettling, or simply something that happened in front of me for half a second. Maybe all of it at once. The street does not ask permission to be contradictory.

    Seeing it published by Progressive Street already made my day. Seeing it placed, even loosely, in conversation with photographs by William Klein and Diane Arbus is slightly dizzying. I am not going to pretend I belong at that height, because I still have a little shame left. But having one of my photographs read in that visual territory is a gift. A big one.

    Thank you to Progressive Street and Batseba Hardy for looking at this image with such care.

    Now I will pretend I have not refreshed the page too many times.

    Leica M10 Monochrom · Lomography Atoll Ultra-Wide 17mm f/2.8

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  • The City Has a Counter

    The City Has a Counter

    Barcelona is all small exchanges here: lottery windows, shopfront glass, numbers, hands, waiting.

    The street is not open space. It has rules.
    A counter decides where the body stops.
    Glass keeps the gesture visible but out of reach.

    A hand comes forward.
    A number sits behind the window.
    Someone waits outside and still has to play along.

    This is not the postcard version of the city.
    It is the city as a set of limits: pay here, wait there, come closer, not that close.

  • Clock Sale

    Clock Sale

    An elderly man sitting in a walker, wearing a plaid shirt and a headband, with a serious expression, in front of a store displaying various items, in black and white.

    This week began with faces, bodies and doorways. Not portraits in the polite sense. Nobody was arranged, softened, rescued or turned into a small monument of dignity for the comfort of the viewer. The camera stayed close to the edge of the street: entrances, shopfronts, walls, bad light, tired hands, cigarettes, walkers, plastic stools, small signs, objects waiting longer than people.

    The fifth portrait sits at the end of that line.

    An older man rests outside a small shop. A walker stands in front of him, almost more frontal than the body itself. Behind him, the window is full of clocks and small objects, the kind of things that belong to shops where time seems to have stopped out of habit, not nostalgia. A handwritten sign announces watches on sale.

    Time is cheap in the window. Waiting is not.

    That small joke is what keeps the photograph from becoming too solemn. The frame has enough weight already: the seated body, the walker, the shop entrance, the crowded glass, the stool, the cup, the little domestic debris of the pavement. Everything is slightly too much, and that is why it works. The city does not give the man a clean background. It gives him inventory.

    The five portraits from this week have been circling the same problem: how a body occupies a narrow piece of public space when there is no proper place to be. A doorway becomes a chair. A wall becomes support. A shopfront becomes weather. The street does not stage these things. It just leaves them there, badly lit and perfectly clear.

    Next week, the frame opens wider.

    The portraits will give way to a Barcelona street series: less face, more city; less individual tension, more pavement, shutters, glass, crossings, corners and people reduced to the size the city allows them. Not Barcelona as postcard. Not Barcelona as Mediterranean mood with clean typography and rental prices from another moral universe.

    Barcelona as pressure.

    This photograph stays between both weeks. It belongs to the portraits, but it already points beyond them. The man is there, unmistakably, but the shop window is also there, doing its quiet damage. The clocks, the walker, the sign, the pavement. A whole city compressed into a bad little arrangement nobody designed and nobody will fix.

    The street keeps excellent records.
    It just refuses to file them properly.

    Two men in sunglasses standing outside a building; one is holding a water bottle while the other smokes a cigar.
    Preview of the next week.
  • Same Light, Different Directions

    Hard Light

    Two people walking in a city street, one wearing a white tank top and the other in a patterned shirt and cap, both laughing and enjoying their time together.

    The sun is not fair here, and it does not try to be.

    A man stays a few steps behind, dressed in white, cut open by hard light. His mouth is half open, his hand is caught in the middle of a gesture, and his eyes are already somewhere outside the frame. In front of him, a woman crosses the foreground with her cap low and a smile almost buried inside the shadow. She is larger in the photograph, but she does not explain it. He is smaller, but louder.

    The street adds the rest: open asphalt, white lines, façades, traffic lights, bicycles, a motorcycle in the distance, and that exact amount of city that always feels slightly excessive. There is no clean stage here. There is urban pressure. The background does not support the figures; it pushes against them. The city pretends to be a neutral surface, because cities enjoy that little fraud. It is not neutral. The asphalt carries weight, the crosswalk cuts the frame, the façades stand there with the old confidence of things that never apologize.

    In the first version, the whites on the man’s clothes were too loud. The tank top and shorts could have dragged the photograph into that miserable territory where everything starts to look like a detergent commercial that took a wrong turn. The highlight warnings were useful, but not as commandments. They only showed where the image was beginning to lose flesh.

    The edit moved in the opposite direction: control the whites without killing them, keep the shadow under the cap without opening it too much, give a little more weight to the man’s gesture, and let the background remain a city without letting it take over the room. The shadow on her face is not a heroic rescue mission. It belongs there. Some shadows have earned the right to stay closed.

    The final crop pulls the frame closer to the two bodies. It removes loose air, cuts down the postcard architecture, and leaves the scene in a more physical place. The point is not to make the photograph cleaner. The point is to make it readable without disinfecting it, a very human habit and, frankly, a suspicious one.

    This image belongs to Hard Light because the light is not just a technical condition. It is the force arranging the frame. It also brushes against Urban Wildlife: two bodies crossing the city like half-civilized urban animals, each with a direction, a temperature, and a small private defence.

    The street does not give them a story. It gives them too much light, a strip of asphalt, and two directions that do not quite agree.

    Technical: Ricoh GR IV Monochrome · Lightroom Classic.

  • [Review] Fotografías de guerra (1974-1985): Dust, Iron, and White Light

    [Review] Fotografías de guerra (1974-1985): Dust, Iron, and White Light

    A black and white poster for an exhibition titled 'Arturo Pérez-Reverte: Fotografías de Guerra 1974-1985', featuring a soldier in a desert setting holding a rifle.

    Fotografías de guerra (1974-1985) arrives with dust, iron, and a white light that hurts the eyes. The book demands a steady stomach, a still gaze, and very little faith in grand words.

    On the cover, an armed man aims at an empty horizon. His body carries the tension: the bent back, the long rifle, the pale clothes, the desert ahead. War is reduced to a posture. A way of crouching. A way of waiting for something worse to happen.

    The selected photographs have a dryness that works in their favour. There is grain, dust, walls scorched by the sun, sweaty clothes, weapons that weigh too much, and bodies settled into an almost physical discomfort. War, seen like this, sheds rhetoric and gathers dirt. It also gathers weight. The exact weight of a weapon, of a pocked wall, of a man crouched for too long under a light that flattens everything.

    A silhouette of a soldier running with a rifle over rugged terrain, with mountains in the background.

    One of the hardest images is that of the fighter running with the rifle across his back. The body is caught mid-thrust, low, almost animal. The violence comes from the movement, from the dust, from that slightly ridiculous urgency of running with death slung over your back. War puts men into absurd postures and then asks them to call it heroism. Humanity, once organised, produces admirable documents and massacres with logistics.

    Black and white image of three individuals in a dilapidated urban setting, two taking cover while aiming weapons, amidst debris and puddles on the ground.

    In another scene, three figures occupy a terrace or a half-ruined space. On the left, a man aims. In the centre, another throws something against a white wall covered in marks. On the right, a young woman waits with her rifle horizontal, crouched, too still for what is happening around her. The floor is filthy: rubble, puddles, scattered fragments. The wall ends up ruling the image. White, dry, punctured. A punished surface that seems more alive than the people hiding beside it.

    Silhouette of a person holding a weapon, with a view of urban buildings in the background.

    The photograph of the silhouette inside the dark opening holds in another way. The face is eaten by shadow. Only the outline of the hair, the rifle, and the city in the background remain visible. It is a quiet, persistent image. War appears there as a way of inhabiting the edge: looking from a hole, waiting from a dirty place, turning a window into a trench. Outside there are still buildings. Perhaps ordinary windows. Perhaps someone boiling coffee. History has always had this lack of manners: some shoot while others try to get on with the day.

    A man wearing goggles and a scarf, holding a rifle while sitting in the back of a vehicle against a barren landscape.

    There are also portraits in which the fighter seems dressed up as himself. A man with a turban and large goggles sits in a vehicle, with a weapon beside him and the desert behind. The goggles cover his eyes and turn him into a strange, almost unreal figure. Everything around him weighs too much: the light, the vehicle, the weapon, the empty horizon. The desert leaves things with no excuse.

    A soldier aiming a machine gun over a wall in a war-torn environment, wearing a tank top and combat pants.

    In another photograph, a man fires a machine gun from a rooftop. The belt of bullets falls like a metallic tail. Arm, jaw, torso: everything is tense. It is a physical image, almost muscular. War remains in the imagined noise, in the recoil, in the clenched teeth. Black and white works effectively here because it removes distractions. The gesture remains. The weight remains. That poor, endlessly repeated human fantasy remains: controlling the world by pulling a trigger.

    The book is at its best when it lets us forget the author’s name for a while. Pérez-Reverte carries a heavy public persona: the writer, the reporter, the academician, the professional polemicist, all that machinery trailing behind him. The photographs breathe better when they return to the place they came from: the ground, the short distance, the unstable moment, the eye that looks because it is still there.

    A bearded man running with a rifle in a dynamic pose, set against a backdrop of buildings.

    These images bear witness. And witness, when it is good, offers little comfort. The disaster stays visible with an almost administrative dryness: wall, body, weapon, shadow, dust. All very simple. All dirty enough. The camera places a concrete proof there, so war loses the air of a grand word and returns to its real place: crouched bodies, marked walls, weapons taking up too much space, light falling without pity.

    The reader is left before images that dirty the fingers. Someone was there. He looked. He fired the camera. And he came back with the kind of material that time can store, however cowardly an archivist time may be.

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  • No Small Talk

    No Small Talk

    A few portraits from Barcelona, taken over the weekend.

    Close faces. Shopfronts. Glass. Traffic. Tired walls. People holding their place while the city keeps pushing behind them.

    These are not quiet portraits, even when nothing dramatic is happening. That is partly why I like them. Nobody is performing much, but the frame still feels crowded: hands, eyes, cheap objects, passing bodies, the small pressure of the street.

    I am not looking for grand character studies here. No heroic street mythology. Just people seen at close range, with very little room to become elegant.

    Some look straight back. Some seem half elsewhere. The city does not soften around them. It stays there: dirty, busy, indifferent, useful.

    This small weekend series sits inside Portraits, close to the rougher edge of StreetSoul. More this weekend.

    Technical note: Ricoh GR IV Monochrome.